Since he did not
believe
in magic,
he could not
see her.
He had not learned
to recognize
truth,
so he saw only
one more
lie.
Accustomed to
treachery
and the most primal
of betrayals
he knew only
to do it
first and better
than anyone else.
Perpetuating
his own pain he became
a master
at skillfully
inflicting it with a
bitter glee
that caused his heart
to rot
even more.
In moments of
clarity
he would confess
to his own
destruction and yet
he would make no move
to save himself,
refusing the power
of healing that comes
with being loved.
She saw
the little boy
inside the man
and her mother’s
heart held her
steadfast.
She remained
to the bitter end,
calm and unblinking
as he severed
every bond
that she refused
to break,
pelted her with
his own neurosis,
psychosis and shame
until at last,
unable to turn her
away from him,
he ran.
When all was silent,
at the darkest
part of night,
she finally stood
and quietly closed
the door
behind him.
She let her wounds
bleed themselves
clean,
let her tears
fall inside her,
and kept her heart
open
to someday love
the one
who would
let her.