I know I will live forever, that I have always existed. I know it, just as you must know it for yourself, at certain times when the light in my heart cracks through the debris I bury it under to protect it from harm. Those instances where everything unimportant (which is everything) is swept aside by the white flame heat of joyous clarity that can happen only more frequently as I reclaim pieces of my true self. Pieces of me bartered, traded and sold out for an artificial sense of belonging. You and I sell ourselves to the unreal, and now have to earn ourselves back from an identity that has no real value anyway. I make progress, and I am invincible. I stumble, and I lie in the dust of sorrow a little less time before leaping off the edge of wonder and flying victorious for a little while longer.
I must own myself, and I will. I must not “find” myself. That is not what I want. I must BE myself, now, and in every other moment on my path to whisper to those who walk on this earth with me “stand up! you are wonderful, powerful, and real”, whispering this to each of them, each of you, and myself.
I say this: we have in our hearts, all the gold we need to buy ourselves back. We only think ourselves poor. ❤
You on a slave block
And the unreal bought
Now I keep coming to your owner
“This one is mine.”
You often overhear us talking
And this can make your heart leap
I will not let sadness
I will gladly borrow all the gold
To get you